Be Like That- 3 Doors Down

first of all, i'll just like to apologize if my gossiping has made nat and zma uncomfortable. i guess for me, i just found it very hard to agree with you guys on your topic, and the way the Q and A section was dealt with, well, didn't help much? i mean, it's not so much about being female or not, but more of how the Q and A sent very mixed and unpleasant messages. i hope i'm not being too honest here, but the main point is to apologize for anything that i've said that has upset anyone.

anyhows. club momo was good! at first spencer panicked for us cuz she was like scared that me and val would get bounced out. hahaha (well you know, bouncer bounces in bounces out). the presence of soo many old fogies took the life out of me though. the thought of dancing with 40 year old men didnt appeal.

i think old people and clubs just don't fit. especially with soo many weirdos around. like there was this man dancing SPASTIC TAI-CHI or sth. robot one moment and shaking his ass the next. i wanted to scream in horror when he unbuttoned his shirt. fortunately, he had an undershirt. ew.

drank quite a lot i guess. thank goodness i didnt get drunk.

actually, i'm mostly happy because i realise that i DIDNT SPEND A SINGLE CENT. i brought 70 bucks (what's left till the 15th) expecting to be cleaned out and living like a nun till allowance day. haha. even my cab ride home was free! everyday should be like that. i mean, admit it, money does make the world go round sometimes.

i'm really quite sleep-deprived right now, considering i slept at 5 and i was forced to wake up at 10 because some person came to view our house. after that i couldn't get back to sleep, so i watched the project superstar re-run. i teared when the blind guy won. i mean, it's true that a lot of the votes are sympathy points, and that technically he didn't do as well as the girl, but i believe it's not as simple as pity. sometimes, when a person is too perfect, too good, she can seem almost surreal. get what i mean? and seeing him win project superstar with his physical disabilities, his outright imperfections, really touched me. after all, he DOES have talent. he's just not perfect, like the rest of us.

and you know, i wouldn't want to be with a guy who's perfect, cuz then he'll be no different from a mannequin who thinks. or rather, plastic.

I blogged @ 1:44 PM